Ber says I Love Youa
Today is the last day of the year. Boy – does time go by if you’re keeping busy. I sure didn’t notice that one year has gone by. Remember back to the times of college when you’d wait for the semester to be over and how it dragged on and on and finals never came? Yeah, think back to those days of vacation in grade school that never ended and how you thought you were so cool when you got to stay up late then when it did end you wished you had more time.. now, time isn’t kept on a vacation/finals scale anymore. You wake up, go to work, and every single day for, lets hope not, the rest of your life; you’ll do that. [deep sigh] And you do plan vacas and you do plan things to change up your lives a little but you return to your daily lives.
I was just talking to my sister about this the other night and about how I’m sometimes “sad” (the words of a woman) because I wished he were a little more romantic or would surprise me or do something special and my sister says “He does a lot, but you can’t see it. Remember, it’s the little things that matter,” and we sat there as she try to make me realize by counting all the small things. lol. And now that I look back, I do see that the little things are what make things last and what I get excited for. Sides, if he spoiled me all the time, I wouldn’t have time to do the other things in my life so I’m grateful for how we give each other our independence.
One of the “little things” that was just recently expressed was an “I <3 Youa” written on the sidewalk. lol. I was busy doing some client work yesterday and didn’t get a chance to see what he and dj had been doing outside and then this afternoon as I came home to pick up dj so that we can go on our little outting for firstnight later, I noticed it on the sidewalk outside. I can’t even tell you how I felt the moment I saw it… [deep sigh] I heart him so much too.
I wanted to write down some New Year’s resolutions but I haven’t had time to think about them so perhaps I’ll post over the weekend if I get a chance to get to them but if I don’t then know that I will get to them and that I kinda have an idea about some things I want to change for myself this year. 2009 was a great year, but I think 2010 will be an even better year. I see that I’m loving becoming older each year more and more. I know we all wish we were the child we once were but I think that I love knowing what I know now more than ever, we were so clumsy when we were children. Ok – will recap later!
ahhh. loved it – will buy it on dvd. a must see!